huh
i never asked that question… guess it is just hapend somehow… uuuuuups… i´m up...smile

well, in my life where going on so much since i´m born… growing up in 16 different orpahnages, having 9 times different foster parents and living in the middle time beween that by my “mother”

growed up as only plack person in the whole city was harder than hard.. but hell, i never ever even asked me why i get up or why something hapend…

it just is and still, i´m an happy person with lots of humor… if i just would figure out that american dating system...huh.. but thats an other thing...smile

i create jewelry, that is my life… if i´m not creating, i grow bonsai trees, if i do not grow bonsai trees, i bake and cook (german, and european, what else...smile) and if i do not that… i read… and i guess, all this, even reading, is to hard to do while leying in my bed

yeah, that must be the point.... nothing i love to do i can do while leying in my bed…

probably if people have nothing they like to do, than there is no sense to get up… so, the key than must be...find something what catches you longer time to do and getting up is more easy..

going thrugh an divorce, or splitting up an relationship… well, that is hurtfull for some time. but it pass away and we will learn that sometimes even letting an relationship go can bring us some good in life.

when ever something bad is hapend, something good will show up… yes it is like this…

good luck with getting up the next morning