Actually, Piff, my experiences and views are quite similar to yours.
My first gathering was in ‘93.
I was just a kid and had met some Family at Dead shows and was intrigued by the fact that there was an entire underground society right here in this country who eschewed restraints, were born without social security numbers, and who claimed their public spaces as their right.
Growing up in a culture that promotes money as the lynchpin of society, I was fascinated by this radically different microcosm. I was fascinated by the abhorance of hierarchy, the freedom to be anyone and anything, and the unabashed middle finger being held up to the dominant paradigm.
This was my first experience seeing something beyond theoretical arguments questioning societal norms and constructs. This was a group of people actually showing that it could be done differently. And done well.
I’ve only been to a couple more over the years. The last one I went to, in CO, presented a shift in how I viewed them. I’ve always just kind of used them as a vacation to get away from the ‘real world’ and didn’t really ever become involved with the day-to-day nitty gritty. I always just enjoyed meeting new people, seeing a new part of the country, enjoying the shows, and the food…the glorious abundance of amazing food.
But at Routt I was with my girlfriend at the time who, as an herbalist, spent much of her time tending to people and connecting with other people in the medical field. My inherent desire to be useful and productive kicked in, I think, and I plan on being a certified EMT in the near future and hope to bring that particular skill set to next year’s gathering. To be a part of the infrastructure instead of just being a beneficiary.
And as a ‘chist of the individualistic variety and a misanthrope of sorts, by the time I’ve spent a week living in that communal way of life and hearing ‘Loving Youuuu’ for the millionth time, I’m ready to hop on a really fast motorcycle and listen to the loudest, heaviest rock & roll I kind find.
But I would say the Family represents the most free, truly free, people of this country. They represent the highest ideals and the purest intentions presented in a way that is truly all inclusive.
It is the best answer for anyone who claims that anarchy is dangerous, impractical, and unattainable.
And I think Piffy put it best. It’s whatever you make it.